bust

THis weekend was a bust. I got nothing done. And next week is going to be hell. I told the double no boy that i flirt with him when i talk to him on aim. And then there is stress of finals week coming up. I have three papers due within five days...and i only have started one. so I think im kinda fucked. We shall see how stuff goes. 

I really want the tattoo now. I almost got it done last night but i went to sleep instead. Im such a wuss. I think if, TV guy asks if Im going out on a friday or weekend, i half way convinced that i will take him up on it. WHy the hell not? I'm not all that fun drunk, but i doubt he will believe me. I am pretty boring... i just wanna sleep.

Two no's and tv guy

I got told no twice. By the same boy. And surprisingly i don't know how i feel about that. I am still talking to him. But I have to ask myself will i keep talking to him later? Summer is pretty long. I will get busy. I will graduate. I will move on...maybe to TV sports guy. That would sure be interesting. If I wasn't in a media relations job, i would go after him. But I like the fact that he keeps flirting with me. Its flattering, but i wonder if its all to get info, ya know? TV Guy gave me his business card for field hockey...He was complaining that he didn't know about football's spring scrimmage. I told him it was on the same release about the start of spring practice that came out the same day that Couzo met the team. So its very easy that it got pushed to the side. He didn't like that answer for some reason. 

Went back to sports information today. I couldn't find anything that he wanted me to find. And he got mad at me. But i think he was mad at himself because he doesn't remember where anything is and he is leaving. That's another thing. I get so many questions about him retiring, and who is going to replace him. I keep telling them that i don't know, since I'm at the cardinals a lot of the time, I am not up on the gossip. I go in to do field hockey. Right now i am OK with that....right?

mike vick

http://www.kansascity.com/170/story/577814.html

too good to pass up.

Sunny afternoon in the library

I am allowing myself to freak out now. Silently. I let myself do to little this weekend. I did get community service, looking like a dork, and i let myself have fun. Even made a little risk and asked him to come to the pbar with Sara and Christine and i. but he flaked. I flaked on him once but ... my excuse wasn't to watch a movie. 

What i am really needing to freak out about: getting Pardue's last article finished, the paper and presentation for dyers class and getting information for Cline's feature class. I get to go to Mansfield next Tuesday. I hope its a nice day that Tuesday. Crossing fingers. Its also a Cardinals weekend Thursday-Sunday. Then i haven't gone running with Casey like we had made plans to do so. I feel so bad. But i am so tired. Also add in internship stuff for the summer and fall. Eye roll on that. I just need to turn stuff in. And isn't that half of the battle?

The start of a Weekend

I think I already accomplished a lot of things today while I sit in the loudest in a long time I have heard the house. It seems that its always loud when I need to have a quiet place to be. Doesn't that suck?

Things I have accomplished (listing them makes me feel special):

went to class

got schedule for fall fixed w/o internships for summer or fall

scheduled an interview for CFP for Next Friday for fall internship

got taxes filed and will get a HUGE return 

dropped Ben off downtown

Went in to the Cardinals

Did everything that Mike asked and only stayed an hour

And here I sit at 3:10 giving myself a high five. I need to call at least five more people for three different projects. 

Big deep breath and I'm off.

Sleep? or not to Sleep?

Here's one for you. Throwing a hedgehog. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7334233/stm

0-4. I got nothing for you. Not in to great of a mood. kinda goes with the eh day like Monday. Very tempted not to go to any classes. and just sleep.

New links, 0-for-3, and 5 dollar bills

I added some links. The Ball Star one is for the Royals via the Star and also the Crime Scene one is too. But the crime scene one is pretty awesome. And you can never go wrong with the LA Times Kareem Abdul-Jabbar for a blogger either

Side note, actually i forgot what i was going to write because a friend of mine mixed up Charlton Heston, who is now deceased, for Hugh Hefner, Playboy millionaire. Awesomeness.

Series one down. 0-3. There is an actual running total of how many home games are left in the season. I think that there is 68 games including today's. Met a lot of the girlfriends of the players already. I think they feel safer about at least one female intern. I really don't know the other ones all to well. Some of the guys think I'm cool because I let a few of them run boxes to STL clubhouse when they were in town. 

The new five dollar bills are messing with my mind with the giant purple '5' on the back and with all the embedded 5s everywhere. Craziness. 

I need some of you in my life

Third game of the regular season is today. I just can't seem to relax. I blame the radar gun. Its all that stupid thing's fault. My feet hurt and my back does too.  

Some tidbits to leave you with:

"making the eighth grade boob list when you are only a seventh grader."

"I saturated those sections with stickers." 

OK good to go... i think. i have to be at the field in about 40 minutes. 

Healthy obsessions?

Why? Why do that to yourself? Why put someone that you are never going to meet on such a high pedestal that a "regular" girl will never be as good. So you end up lonely and with a online dating service page with no hits. I wonder if that it is healthy to do that? I bet this is also the reason that females (some males too) have bad body images about themselves. They are trying to be like what they see on TV because other people only like what they see on TV.

i am so awesome that i got other people hooked on the crazy links that i find. I should figure out how to post their links continuously on my blog. i have a few favorites now. what a small blog world.

I have the day off tomorrow. Kind of. I get to do homework instead of going into either the Cardinals, or Sports Information. Small victories. My mom made me sad the other day. she asked when she was going to see me next. she saw something and bought it for me.