for the time being i don't have a fb account. one less distraction. I have a feeling due to the recent events on saturday, i am gonna throw myself into work and kinda the sorority. leave no time to dwell on him. Im sad that it came to this. I would just like an answer. Not avoidance. That probably hurts worse. 

Tonight is a pretty night to take a walk... to bad i have no one to do that with. and i actually have time to do it.