Healthy obsessions?

Why? Why do that to yourself? Why put someone that you are never going to meet on such a high pedestal that a "regular" girl will never be as good. So you end up lonely and with a online dating service page with no hits. I wonder if that it is healthy to do that? I bet this is also the reason that females (some males too) have bad body images about themselves. They are trying to be like what they see on TV because other people only like what they see on TV.

i am so awesome that i got other people hooked on the crazy links that i find. I should figure out how to post their links continuously on my blog. i have a few favorites now. what a small blog world.

I have the day off tomorrow. Kind of. I get to do homework instead of going into either the Cardinals, or Sports Information. Small victories. My mom made me sad the other day. she asked when she was going to see me next. she saw something and bought it for me. 

With a pic-nik table?

Here is a gem: http://www.firstcoastnews.com/news/strange/news-article.aspx?storyid=105778

(by way of the kansas city star website.)

My brain is slowing down and my body. I can't seem to keep up the constant speed in high gear, go figure. I blame the damn hot dogs. 

But that's all for now. My brain hurts.

Oh, the second guess of my drunk dialer was incorrect. So it was on of my brother's friends. Jerk face. eh oh well.

I Survived the Big Birds

First off, my feet hurt but not as bad as they did last night. I stood all of Friday's game with the big birds and half of Saturday's. But once the regular season starts on Thursday, i should have a seat. It was cool. I think i have been down playing it, but meeting the STL team wasn't that big of a deal for me. I just wanted to talk to Bryan Barton their Rule 5 guy from the Indians. Though i did make a few of the male interns day by "making" them take the box to the visiting clubhouse. Some of the other inters don't believe him, but he really didn't care. 

I have to figure out something to eat before the games. I cannot live off of hot dogs! that won't be good for my hands. Which, like on cue, are twice their size. So i might have to bring pb&j sandwiches for me. And i definitely just can't eat. That is definitely out of the picture. 

The drunk dialer... I asked someone if he was the caller but he's not. Though he said that he wished he was. Plus he doesn't have my number. I kinda wished he was tho. I might have an extra ticket to the Ben Folds concert on Wednesday, my brother might punk out on me. He's getting really busy with his senior show and all. I kinda wanna ask the one who wasn't the drunk dialer. I must get everything done for the next week and a half done. So that is one less thing to worry about. 

Wish me luck, guys!

Day 1

I don't know what to expect quite yet. And today hasn't started off well. Car problems. its easier to state it that way. Something with the tires possibly not staying on the car while driving. so yeah.... it was needed to be fixed. then there was the two twits that were at starbucks this morning. They didn't make my drink the right size so i got two for the size of a large. It seemed like they knew that i would need the caffeine to keep up with my boss today at the game. I am just afraid that i will drop once the game starts. My media guide came in, but i felt i could have done a better job on it. I feel like i let them down. Maybe its a newbie thing to feel like that but I let time get the best of me again. DAMN TIME! eh. the yearbook should be in sometime today. that will be neat. 

Oh and i'm at the library while i wait for my parents to bring my car to me. I just need to find a place that is close to campus and the cardinals and to a gas station. Everything included except electric... and ideas?

Oh and I got a drunk dial from someone last night. I think i have an idea who it is. It was sweet how they said that they thought i was pretty. But i half wonder if one of my brother's friends did it to get at him. Since i don't recognize the phone number.

Spring Break and i am at the library... fun.

I wonder at what age Americans get it into their heads that they don't need to take advantage of vacations. Like college's spring break. it would be very interesting to read. Also does it depend on what school the person goes to? Like do Ivy league schools have to kick kids out of the library? Do community colleges have to heavily advertise that the facilities are open?

My darn dog kept me up last night, because he had an episode at like 3 a.m. Those are very scary. They come every two months. Memo to self: call the vet. he needs his nails trimmed to.

I think I might give this address out to a few people so they know what is going on with me. I think i am going to become very busy towards the end of this week and then the rest of the summer and fall.

 I hope it is all worth it.

Infatuation

I wanted to get this down so i wouldn't forget it, though i doubt i ever will. To Cheddars, baseball and being 21. I am now a fan of the northern colorado baseball team and their horribly long road trip. Maybe they will win a few games as they trek across the midwest. It was so awesome talking to the catcher. he was interested in my job and what i want to do in baseball, because he wants to do that to. He kept asking questions but then our table was ready. It was fun while it lasted.

Just Gave Her a Pat on the Head...

This one was too cute to forget about later.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7291501.stm